How Do You Like Me NOW?

How Do You Like Me NOW?
I think thats a country song. How does anyone like me now? I saw my financial planner 2 hours ago and he remarked at how good I looked. At the glow that I emitted. Tonight...right now, theres not a bit of radiance coming from this body. I am angry, hurt and I feel used.
My eldest son can take me to places I never thought I could go. He is the only one besides Bob that has ever been able to manipulate me in such a way. I have taken him back and taken him back, but tonight.....NOPE. I'm done. D-O-N-E I tell you. The lies and deceit have reached their final resting place with me. He has stolen my heart, my life and my money. What kind of kid steals from their own MOTHER? Thats just unmentionable. I would have never had the nerve to do such a thing. But Matt....he does. So, I was forced into my stark-raving-maniac persona and I gave him the what for in a huge way. When the witch gets in my eye...its OVER
Then I received my middle child's mid-term reports from college, and if my arms were rubber they'd be through this rinky dink phone and around Jonathon Taylor's NECK. Not that he's doing terrible...but he's not doing great either. He knows the consequence...either make A's, B's and C's or I won't pay a cent towards next semester's tuition and he won't go on the cruise next summer. A lot to lose for having very borderline grades. I lit the fire...lets see what happens now.
As for the youngest princess in the family, I have been saying the same thing to her for a week, "get that room CLEAN!" I go in there again today and once again....its a mess. I am tired of asking, begging, pleading. I just want to say it ONCE and have it done and done right. This has got to stop. I know that she is busy and that theres a lot to do and that homework is king and ballet is queen, but come on. So I went on a rampage about that.
Now that my house is completely in turmoil, am I happy? NO absolutely not. But I do feel a wee bit better that I was able to vent and get at least a few things done. It ridiculous that it has to come down to this and that I have to get to this level.I hate this place that I am in...I hate it.
So, how do you like me now? Hmmmmmm, How do I like me now? I DON'T.